1 00:00:11,270 --> 00:00:03,740 here we are got two of whatever is the 2 00:00:17,689 --> 00:00:11,280 doing okay 3 00:00:21,200 --> 00:00:17,699 so Pat - hello hello hello everybody and 4 00:00:25,189 --> 00:00:21,210 though right so the littlest cuz there's 5 00:00:30,410 --> 00:00:25,199 so much do you have me too so much 6 00:00:34,580 --> 00:00:30,420 it's totally redid and we got to where 7 00:00:38,450 --> 00:00:34,590 you were twelve in your bed had the 8 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:38,460 needle thing in you back right okay so 9 00:00:45,260 --> 00:00:41,210 that's where we've got to so the next 10 00:00:47,420 --> 00:00:45,270 thing is when you solve them I've 11 00:00:51,590 --> 00:00:47,430 actually got some images of this because 12 00:00:53,540 --> 00:00:51,600 village but our IP bill he actually did 13 00:00:55,700 --> 00:00:53,550 the out work did some at work didn't 14 00:00:57,680 --> 00:00:55,710 they sir yeah I'm not I found that not 15 00:01:03,439 --> 00:00:57,690 long ago so we can watch what that 16 00:01:12,010 --> 00:01:03,449 somehow I'll figure out which is up so 17 00:01:23,600 --> 00:01:18,859 alien think garden even know I don't 18 00:01:27,289 --> 00:01:23,610 even it won't add gun ain't gonna bait I 19 00:01:31,210 --> 00:01:27,299 ant and it kind of just come at me face 20 00:01:34,730 --> 00:01:31,220 one so it won't like I was twelve 21 00:01:38,240 --> 00:01:34,740 remember it from twelve it's later on in 22 00:01:43,789 --> 00:01:38,250 life and he just thought it was there 23 00:01:46,370 --> 00:01:43,799 and I was in the room in my room in a 24 00:01:47,990 --> 00:01:46,380 yeah it's just my grandma's I don't 25 00:01:49,280 --> 00:01:48,000 never told you before it's my grandma's 26 00:01:53,240 --> 00:01:49,290 old house is this 27 00:01:56,030 --> 00:01:53,250 so I've lived a year since or what on 28 00:01:57,770 --> 00:01:56,040 and off since I were six I lived a bit 29 00:02:01,789 --> 00:01:57,780 at my mom's but yeah but we're all on 30 00:02:04,760 --> 00:02:01,799 same street because norm worked 31 00:02:07,570 --> 00:02:04,770 full-time and we had to go somewhere 32 00:02:12,500 --> 00:02:07,580 basically so anywhere my grandma's and 33 00:02:13,350 --> 00:02:12,510 where I'm sat now was is the table that 34 00:02:16,830 --> 00:02:13,360 I've got now what 35 00:02:23,640 --> 00:02:16,840 the table that were there you know when 36 00:02:25,470 --> 00:02:23,650 there were 12 so that window there this 37 00:02:29,880 --> 00:02:25,480 is in the daytime that I'm remembering 38 00:02:31,680 --> 00:02:29,890 it I'm going to the window there and it 39 00:02:35,520 --> 00:02:31,690 were really hot it were really soon 40 00:02:37,200 --> 00:02:35,530 there and I know it sounds a bit so I 41 00:02:38,520 --> 00:02:37,210 come jump in but I'm nice because I 42 00:02:42,949 --> 00:02:38,530 can't remember little bits in between 43 00:02:49,460 --> 00:02:42,959 anywhere so there I am at the window and 44 00:02:52,350 --> 00:02:49,470 I sees three children in McCadden and 45 00:02:55,500 --> 00:02:52,360 like why why did the three kids like 46 00:02:59,310 --> 00:02:55,510 were like not neatly 47 00:03:02,250 --> 00:02:59,320 kneeling down and they all had what 48 00:03:06,390 --> 00:03:02,260 looked like the same saw a cart with a 49 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:06,400 hoods up and because I pulled the 50 00:03:11,310 --> 00:03:09,010 curtain back and pulled the neck and 51 00:03:17,670 --> 00:03:11,320 back and a why what was it doing in the 52 00:03:20,729 --> 00:03:17,680 garden and when I'll kind of I kind of 53 00:03:22,830 --> 00:03:20,739 looking down like they see you know 54 00:03:25,080 --> 00:03:22,840 trying to get my mom to change you know 55 00:03:26,670 --> 00:03:25,090 my sisters are my grandma's because I 56 00:03:28,259 --> 00:03:26,680 know it would have Sunday because that's 57 00:03:35,520 --> 00:03:28,269 probably time when we all sat together 58 00:03:38,850 --> 00:03:35,530 it's a bill and it's like why is he all 59 00:03:42,660 --> 00:03:38,860 got that I remember being grandma having 60 00:03:44,490 --> 00:03:42,670 this core on a no she added shutting it 61 00:03:47,400 --> 00:03:44,500 for years it was a black and white dog 62 00:03:50,460 --> 00:03:47,410 check but it were big salt a dog check 63 00:03:55,740 --> 00:03:50,470 pattern and they had big black buttons 64 00:03:58,680 --> 00:03:55,750 and the left pocket I remember it was a 65 00:04:00,780 --> 00:03:58,690 big tonic knee you know and you put so 66 00:04:03,690 --> 00:04:00,790 much in your pocket oh every tears down 67 00:04:05,400 --> 00:04:03,700 at bottom and they stick to no come 68 00:04:06,870 --> 00:04:05,410 undone so they're a bit of a tear like 69 00:04:09,210 --> 00:04:06,880 that because they always do stuffing I 70 00:04:10,370 --> 00:04:09,220 wish me none had sir back oh you know 71 00:04:14,630 --> 00:04:10,380 what I mean 72 00:04:19,140 --> 00:04:14,640 okay this only this shot rounded collar 73 00:04:21,060 --> 00:04:19,150 and it will winter car bearing in mind 74 00:04:22,730 --> 00:04:21,070 it's for adults somewhere outside so 75 00:04:26,970 --> 00:04:22,740 nothing made sense 76 00:04:33,390 --> 00:04:26,980 my sister had like appalled 77 00:04:36,180 --> 00:04:33,400 neck really thick rigid Paula neck no it 78 00:04:38,550 --> 00:04:36,190 would like it to material because my mom 79 00:04:40,230 --> 00:04:38,560 bought me one at the same time and I 80 00:04:42,660 --> 00:04:40,240 remember dad buying it from Max and 81 00:04:44,130 --> 00:04:42,670 Spencer's because she always wanted to 82 00:04:46,350 --> 00:04:44,140 dresses like twins 83 00:04:51,180 --> 00:04:46,360 so I needed where there's and I won't 84 00:04:56,450 --> 00:04:51,190 wear Manx each anyway so she had this 85 00:05:00,180 --> 00:04:56,460 blue ribbed it was like speckles on it 86 00:05:04,470 --> 00:05:00,190 pink what I can't think of life what my 87 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:04,480 mom Adam but I remember I had a thick 88 00:05:10,560 --> 00:05:09,010 jumper on as well and I had some like it 89 00:05:13,230 --> 00:05:10,570 wasn't a Nietzsche jumper but I had some 90 00:05:15,300 --> 00:05:13,240 like rusty colored cards were like 91 00:05:22,320 --> 00:05:15,310 fit-and-flare I wish I had them now 92 00:05:26,850 --> 00:05:22,330 because I regard to these cards anyway I 93 00:05:30,630 --> 00:05:26,860 forget the cards Fetzer their own thing 94 00:05:35,100 --> 00:05:30,640 chatting away between them and it kind 95 00:05:39,180 --> 00:05:35,110 of everything kind of it won't real it 96 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:39,190 won't the atmosphere like it it will 97 00:05:47,460 --> 00:05:42,090 like have a looking through a pin a 98 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:47,470 fuzzy glass if even I were looking at my 99 00:05:54,990 --> 00:05:50,010 mom and my grandma and my sister it were 100 00:06:00,660 --> 00:05:55,000 very full say well I could be like NOLA 101 00:06:03,420 --> 00:06:00,670 gram sort of that but when I looked 102 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:03,430 outside everything were normal this 103 00:06:09,930 --> 00:06:06,970 reality star thing circuit looking at 104 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:09,940 these well I thought with children in my 105 00:06:16,110 --> 00:06:11,770 garden and then I kept looking this way 106 00:06:17,910 --> 00:06:16,120 and it looked like when I was looking at 107 00:06:20,910 --> 00:06:17,920 her me look like the ad still were 108 00:06:23,580 --> 00:06:20,920 missing about with something that I 109 00:06:27,110 --> 00:06:23,590 couldn't see at that moment but I know 110 00:06:31,320 --> 00:06:27,120 that the were observing somewhere 111 00:06:33,210 --> 00:06:31,330 between them so I just couldn't work it 112 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:33,220 out so I would try to get me mom's 113 00:06:38,580 --> 00:06:36,490 attention and I was saying mom mom come 114 00:06:43,189 --> 00:06:38,590 look at these kids ain't guardin my 115 00:06:49,679 --> 00:06:47,969 so where it will I ate and we're 116 00:06:53,010 --> 00:06:49,689 thinking right so I'm looking at window 117 00:06:56,249 --> 00:06:53,020 say monkeys kids and gathered and it 118 00:06:58,379 --> 00:06:56,259 like well is she coming and also I got 119 00:07:02,010 --> 00:06:58,389 back and they're still talking carrying 120 00:07:08,909 --> 00:07:02,020 on and what mom come and look at these 121 00:07:11,309 --> 00:07:08,919 and it like not nothing nothing not 122 00:07:15,540 --> 00:07:11,319 knowledge in May 123 00:07:17,969 --> 00:07:15,550 it were me that were on out and I was so 124 00:07:20,129 --> 00:07:17,979 late you know what I mean but the way 125 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:20,139 that I were it worried like they didn't 126 00:07:25,350 --> 00:07:24,250 see me but I could see them like you 127 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:25,360 know one of the mirrors that they 128 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:27,490 haven't placed tuition where you think 129 00:07:37,320 --> 00:07:34,770 you know sort of thing and I would 130 00:07:40,709 --> 00:07:37,330 totally confused it went on for a few 131 00:07:42,689 --> 00:07:40,719 minutes looking at this and so in an and 132 00:07:44,519 --> 00:07:42,699 then I thought right well they're not 133 00:07:48,300 --> 00:07:44,529 gonna help me you know what I mean only 134 00:07:54,050 --> 00:07:48,310 way I can see what the doing is to go to 135 00:07:56,670 --> 00:07:54,060 the letterbox she's just saying and 136 00:08:02,159 --> 00:07:56,680 different dar now but the letterbox is 137 00:08:06,950 --> 00:08:02,169 now at the bottom where is it would 138 00:08:09,480 --> 00:08:06,960 kneel down open it up because I'm using 139 00:08:11,519 --> 00:08:09,490 well I'm used to do it are a little sad 140 00:08:14,010 --> 00:08:11,529 whenever younger and he was to kneel 141 00:08:28,200 --> 00:08:14,020 down open letter box and if anyone well 142 00:08:29,909 --> 00:08:28,210 asked her car a shout obscene the nails 143 00:08:34,680 --> 00:08:29,919 down nobody would pay attention 144 00:08:40,230 --> 00:08:34,690 whatsoever so you know weird so I open 145 00:08:45,230 --> 00:08:40,240 this letter box and what I saw was the 146 00:08:47,699 --> 00:08:45,240 most bizarre thing I'd ever seen 147 00:08:51,559 --> 00:08:47,709 sane you know what I mean I mean I see 148 00:08:53,720 --> 00:08:51,569 some bizarre [\h__\h] going on but they just 149 00:08:57,710 --> 00:08:53,730 know this was going on 150 00:08:59,870 --> 00:08:57,720 yeah and and you buy the clothes that I 151 00:09:01,430 --> 00:08:59,880 were wearing because I remember wearing 152 00:09:05,390 --> 00:09:01,440 them when I were 12 153 00:09:12,550 --> 00:09:05,400 you know yeah I'm looking now and what I 154 00:09:15,130 --> 00:09:12,560 see straight away is the first thing was 155 00:09:19,790 --> 00:09:15,140 fingers fingers 156 00:09:22,970 --> 00:09:19,800 you know great long spindly burning 157 00:09:26,180 --> 00:09:22,980 knuckles and it like as if my eyes had 158 00:09:29,630 --> 00:09:26,190 zoomed in and I could say like I said 159 00:09:35,300 --> 00:09:29,640 before they the immaculate fingernails 160 00:09:37,130 --> 00:09:35,310 very sharp macula we failed so I will 161 00:09:39,140 --> 00:09:37,140 only have some reason I'm always drawn 162 00:09:43,930 --> 00:09:39,150 to these fingernails I don't know what 163 00:09:47,680 --> 00:09:43,940 it is whether it's a distraction or well 164 00:09:52,460 --> 00:09:47,690 then it's the fingers I say and then 165 00:09:59,320 --> 00:09:52,470 they Brown it looks like SE and sach rub 166 00:10:05,630 --> 00:09:59,330 I see in sock but a darker brown or a 167 00:10:11,950 --> 00:10:05,640 monk's have it yeah and the slate bell 168 00:10:16,120 --> 00:10:11,960 sleeves and there were three days 169 00:10:19,910 --> 00:10:16,130 kneeling down and then I noticed that 170 00:10:22,760 --> 00:10:19,920 they had like a gold rope around the 171 00:10:27,770 --> 00:10:22,770 center of em which were all knotted to 172 00:10:30,710 --> 00:10:27,780 the left side of them and so when was 173 00:10:33,620 --> 00:10:30,720 facing me the other two were like that 174 00:10:36,470 --> 00:10:33,630 so I could see all of them but I 175 00:10:41,240 --> 00:10:36,480 couldn't see the Pharisees and what as a 176 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:41,250 Salem playing well it was a alpha deli a 177 00:10:49,100 --> 00:10:43,290 record player where you took the lid off 178 00:10:51,080 --> 00:10:49,110 and it were raid and so the I don't know 179 00:10:54,590 --> 00:10:51,090 where the lead work saved that bit but 180 00:10:58,010 --> 00:10:54,600 then I'm seeing that one of them has got 181 00:11:00,710 --> 00:10:58,020 the stylus and he's going my aunt 182 00:11:04,550 --> 00:11:00,720 pricking his finger with it then the 183 00:11:06,780 --> 00:11:04,560 other one as the plug and you know the 184 00:11:09,930 --> 00:11:06,790 prongs is 185 00:11:13,080 --> 00:11:09,940 looking at in traffic route and then the 186 00:11:20,580 --> 00:11:13,090 other one was it could have made music 187 00:11:25,680 --> 00:11:20,590 who were messing about which slit was it 188 00:11:28,220 --> 00:11:25,690 like if it is if I I saw some you buy a 189 00:11:33,270 --> 00:11:28,230 record play in the red one at that and 190 00:11:36,480 --> 00:11:33,280 then it I'm drowning like these fingers 191 00:11:41,760 --> 00:11:36,490 again and then I thought and then one of 192 00:11:44,550 --> 00:11:41,770 them puts a dope that's uh oh my god I 193 00:11:49,500 --> 00:11:44,560 felt sake I mean even I can even see it 194 00:11:53,510 --> 00:11:49,510 now there's it's the slow motion up 195 00:11:57,090 --> 00:11:53,520 looks directly at me the hood kind of 196 00:12:03,030 --> 00:11:57,100 comes down like this just kind of open 197 00:12:08,220 --> 00:12:03,040 billion in dummy and all i sees is the 198 00:12:11,010 --> 00:12:08,230 big guys now these were the tongue 199 00:12:16,850 --> 00:12:11,020 colored ones with a very wrinkly scheme 200 00:12:19,980 --> 00:12:16,860 I mean Chandler I'm gonna Tammy's got a 201 00:12:21,930 --> 00:12:19,990 it's got a kind of ready change to it so 202 00:12:25,260 --> 00:12:21,940 all right orange eating jar yellowy 203 00:12:29,880 --> 00:12:25,270 change but this is more of a Brownlee 204 00:12:33,840 --> 00:12:29,890 tinge if you know what I mean so I would 205 00:12:37,050 --> 00:12:33,850 just horrified absolutely horrified when 206 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:37,060 I saw the face of this thing next minute 207 00:12:46,680 --> 00:12:43,650 um it goes boom boom boom and it's right 208 00:12:51,720 --> 00:12:46,690 when she's away from her face these eyes 209 00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:51,730 and a film I'm going with desert is a 210 00:13:00,030 --> 00:12:56,050 disease is it is a bump I'm gone that 211 00:13:02,430 --> 00:13:00,040 that's it that is it so I I have no idea 212 00:13:08,820 --> 00:13:02,440 what a hell that were all about the 213 00:13:13,200 --> 00:13:08,830 fidelity record player wasn't a record 214 00:13:16,230 --> 00:13:13,210 player no and then I don't even think I 215 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:16,240 were actually in this environment 216 00:13:20,610 --> 00:13:19,330 no you look back at anything all that 217 00:13:22,350 --> 00:13:20,620 time I was you know 218 00:13:26,360 --> 00:13:22,360 can you ever in my grandma's house than 219 00:13:31,290 --> 00:13:26,370 anything I know why where did this 220 00:13:33,360 --> 00:13:31,300 pickup from and where was why would they 221 00:13:35,790 --> 00:13:33,370 ignoring me when I'm shouting am you 222 00:13:39,230 --> 00:13:35,800 know come on another look you know with 223 00:13:43,290 --> 00:13:39,240 these kids in garden and try and they 224 00:13:45,060 --> 00:13:43,300 the thing is it's like I could see them 225 00:13:47,850 --> 00:13:45,070 they couldn't see me but it were my like 226 00:13:54,120 --> 00:13:47,860 her looking back now it's my like a 227 00:13:56,550 --> 00:13:54,130 hologram effect but not as hologram yeah 228 00:13:59,610 --> 00:13:56,560 I know that other people have kind of 229 00:14:04,860 --> 00:13:59,620 had these weird insertions whatever they 230 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:04,870 are Brett told him he he had one where 231 00:14:12,510 --> 00:14:09,370 it was he set out on Andrews had well 232 00:14:16,830 --> 00:14:12,520 where doctor is there but both of those 233 00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:16,840 that died so it was impossible yeah it 234 00:14:25,740 --> 00:14:20,050 was a real kind of situation but how 235 00:14:29,310 --> 00:14:25,750 they were interacting with like people 236 00:14:33,420 --> 00:14:29,320 of animals that are died yes it's not 237 00:14:36,450 --> 00:14:33,430 it's really hard to tell people that 238 00:14:38,040 --> 00:14:36,460 these things are not dreams and with and 239 00:14:43,980 --> 00:14:38,050 I understand why they think that they 240 00:14:46,860 --> 00:14:43,990 are dreams sleeping awake dreaming and 241 00:14:48,510 --> 00:14:46,870 not the difference it's not the 242 00:14:51,870 --> 00:14:48,520 difference I had to it's very rare that 243 00:14:54,020 --> 00:14:51,880 a dream nowadays but I do dream a lot 244 00:14:57,390 --> 00:14:54,030 when I've got a favor I don't know why 245 00:14:59,940 --> 00:14:57,400 but you know so I had to train me of an 246 00:15:03,050 --> 00:14:59,950 eye and I knew it when it woke up on me 247 00:15:06,510 --> 00:15:03,060 when I drain but when you have these 248 00:15:10,590 --> 00:15:06,520 they're not dreams not you just know 249 00:15:13,860 --> 00:15:10,600 they're not you know totally different 250 00:15:17,490 --> 00:15:13,870 things to wear that you feel you know 251 00:15:18,500 --> 00:15:17,500 how you can control stuff while you're 252 00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:18,510 in control 253 00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:22,090 hmm odd lucid dreams as well so know 254 00:15:29,340 --> 00:15:23,730 what they are and another difference 255 00:15:31,430 --> 00:15:29,350 yeah flying dreams but yeah you're aware 256 00:15:34,170 --> 00:15:31,440 that you're asleep and you're flying in 257 00:15:37,950 --> 00:15:34,180 that outer body kind of 258 00:15:39,900 --> 00:15:37,960 and then I thought oh my god I can't 259 00:15:42,840 --> 00:15:39,910 believe I don't woken up he's normally 260 00:15:46,260 --> 00:15:42,850 as soon as you realize you wake up yeah 261 00:15:58,140 --> 00:15:46,270 so but that's like being asleep and 262 00:16:03,150 --> 00:15:58,150 being away can you dream I know what are 263 00:16:05,790 --> 00:16:03,160 you just you know random one I remember 264 00:16:09,960 --> 00:16:05,800 walking down the corridor and it was 265 00:16:12,270 --> 00:16:09,970 like old Formica tables you know the 266 00:16:13,560 --> 00:16:12,280 panels they had two walls that were like 267 00:16:16,650 --> 00:16:13,570 that and they were joined together with 268 00:16:19,110 --> 00:16:16,660 a strip it was like that and it was how 269 00:16:20,070 --> 00:16:19,120 do yellow me and I just I don't know 270 00:16:23,100 --> 00:16:20,080 what made me do it 271 00:16:27,270 --> 00:16:23,110 I stuck my arms out and they went 272 00:16:30,350 --> 00:16:27,280 straight through the walls like real I 273 00:16:33,360 --> 00:16:30,360 felt the tingle go all over my body from 274 00:16:37,200 --> 00:16:33,370 my house into whatever it was that was 275 00:16:40,110 --> 00:16:37,210 creating this illusion mm-hmm you just 276 00:16:42,600 --> 00:16:40,120 find the ad to remember him and there's 277 00:16:50,040 --> 00:16:42,610 something different about these things 278 00:16:54,450 --> 00:16:50,050 but the sir random yeah yeah he is a so 279 00:16:56,070 --> 00:16:54,460 it's gonna be totally random and yeah I 280 00:17:00,660 --> 00:16:56,080 mean the things that have gone through 281 00:17:03,900 --> 00:17:00,670 an icon even him in now I couldn't even 282 00:17:06,930 --> 00:17:03,910 imagine that sort of [\h__\h] I've been 283 00:17:10,130 --> 00:17:06,940 making millions of pounds like in movies 284 00:17:11,490 --> 00:17:10,140 than that doing a Steven Spielberg no 285 00:17:19,650 --> 00:17:11,500 yeah 286 00:17:24,650 --> 00:17:19,660 so I ain't got my generation that's got 287 00:17:29,190 --> 00:17:24,660 [Laughter] 288 00:17:33,270 --> 00:17:29,200 so you had three kind of town wrinkly 289 00:17:38,510 --> 00:17:33,280 aliens wearing brown robes and their 290 00:17:42,120 --> 00:17:38,520 that golden card yes I did yeah yes I 291 00:17:44,310 --> 00:17:42,130 can't remember why I remembering confu 292 00:17:48,360 --> 00:17:44,320 we always up to tie us actually left 293 00:17:57,269 --> 00:17:48,370 yeah and I forgot where that is 294 00:17:57,600 --> 00:17:57,279 but I have to just Google God so let's 295 00:18:01,820 --> 00:17:57,610 do it 296 00:18:05,039 --> 00:18:01,830 it's gonna be stupid energy you know 297 00:18:18,990 --> 00:18:05,049 just has to because so confuse about 298 00:18:22,260 --> 00:18:19,000 energy that's interesting yeah right so 299 00:18:27,120 --> 00:18:22,270 then after that one who skipped forward 300 00:18:30,470 --> 00:18:27,130 to your 19 age 19 and the rugby ball oh 301 00:18:34,169 --> 00:18:30,480 right okay I actually want to say that 302 00:18:36,060 --> 00:18:34,179 you've just told ya see only through the 303 00:18:38,779 --> 00:18:36,070 light box you were 12 when it happened 304 00:18:42,269 --> 00:18:38,789 but you were 25 when you remembered it 305 00:18:42,899 --> 00:18:42,279 something like that yeah it's somewhat 306 00:18:49,350 --> 00:18:42,909 like that 307 00:19:01,549 --> 00:18:49,360 I know it will lay it wrong yeah so I'm 308 00:19:17,269 --> 00:19:04,769 remember them at the exact time it 309 00:19:24,029 --> 00:19:17,279 happened I remember him being slapped 310 00:19:29,940 --> 00:19:24,039 yeah it's just all of these [\h__\h] 311 00:19:33,269 --> 00:19:29,950 weird innit never gonna know why yeah 312 00:19:41,779 --> 00:19:33,279 sure well it is probably unknowable and 313 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:45,990 disclosure a popular thing what if we 314 00:19:51,060 --> 00:19:49,450 all acknowledge everything then because 315 00:19:52,760 --> 00:19:51,070 I've obviously been terrified in this 316 00:19:56,490 --> 00:19:52,770 care that bejesus out of me 317 00:20:01,560 --> 00:19:56,500 hey it's like open season then she don't 318 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:01,570 mean the all bets are off the whole 319 00:20:05,610 --> 00:20:04,090 the interacting doing whatever and it 320 00:20:07,740 --> 00:20:05,620 easily belieber like it is on Star Trek 321 00:20:09,990 --> 00:20:07,750 when everybody said like and where and 322 00:20:13,110 --> 00:20:10,000 they all look nice you know yeah it's 323 00:20:17,820 --> 00:20:13,120 not going to be like that everyone's 324 00:20:21,060 --> 00:20:17,830 panicking now about the coronavirus in 325 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:21,070 rupp gym if it was aliens were talking 326 00:20:38,730 --> 00:20:25,570 about a book you know no I'm not an 327 00:20:40,530 --> 00:20:38,740 advocate of full disclosure at all if 328 00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:40,540 you can till the toilet roll you're not 329 00:20:46,100 --> 00:20:42,250 gonna handle a little gray stored in 330 00:20:55,590 --> 00:20:46,110 your [\h__\h] bathroom yeah see we all 331 00:21:01,440 --> 00:20:55,600 because we've all seen you know we know 332 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:01,450 and it is like it's shocking even if you 333 00:21:04,620 --> 00:21:03,250 believe it we fall I can't believe 334 00:21:07,230 --> 00:21:04,630 didn't [\h__\h] because I think some it were 335 00:21:09,630 --> 00:21:07,240 my mom when I was like 12 so then it 336 00:21:14,010 --> 00:21:09,640 comes to 1997 so it's so close enough 337 00:21:21,890 --> 00:21:14,020 like Little Italy nostrils so it's not 338 00:21:32,580 --> 00:21:27,810 everything you know is ruptured yes is 339 00:21:35,120 --> 00:21:32,590 the biggest secret ever yeah and I don't 340 00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:35,130 believe it's all I was I don't know 341 00:21:41,940 --> 00:21:38,350 Bobby my brain goes you don't know that 342 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:41,950 and you know the intellect says you 343 00:21:55,890 --> 00:21:43,810 don't know these things that nobody 344 00:21:57,900 --> 00:21:55,900 think I don't know what I have sense of 345 00:22:00,240 --> 00:21:57,910 the fact that I actually believe it's 346 00:22:04,740 --> 00:22:00,250 real I've tried to sit on the fence and 347 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:04,750 I've tried to extract yourself from the 348 00:22:09,320 --> 00:22:06,250 moments but I think that's patently 349 00:22:12,800 --> 00:22:09,330 trying to manage a charmer of it is wear 350 00:22:14,770 --> 00:22:12,810 yourself out of it but you can aside 351 00:22:18,570 --> 00:22:14,780 times on Facebook 352 00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:18,580 but I'm not talking about it anymore and 353 00:22:27,340 --> 00:22:22,730 there we go a few times but it's just 354 00:22:29,350 --> 00:22:27,350 time because the body's alive with it no 355 00:22:31,540 --> 00:22:29,360 matter what my brain tries to 356 00:22:34,810 --> 00:22:31,550 intellectualize my whole body is alive 357 00:22:37,300 --> 00:22:34,820 with it and you know I like to hide 358 00:22:40,390 --> 00:22:37,310 behind I don't know I like to hide 359 00:22:45,190 --> 00:22:40,400 behind I'm just tracing I don't like to 360 00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:45,200 think so real because that makes me yeah 361 00:22:58,300 --> 00:22:50,690 I it's just just a constant argument 362 00:23:08,260 --> 00:22:58,310 with myself versus the body shock 363 00:23:12,370 --> 00:23:08,270 remembering and I don't and even if it's 364 00:23:15,910 --> 00:23:12,380 not like aliens or whatever I want to 365 00:23:24,220 --> 00:23:15,920 know if it's people pretending to be 366 00:23:26,650 --> 00:23:24,230 aliens I want to know how does the 367 00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:26,660 Galleon if it's people pretending to be 368 00:23:41,410 --> 00:23:39,050 aliens out masquerade I think part of it 369 00:23:45,460 --> 00:23:41,420 is the masquerade but when you've like 370 00:23:48,100 --> 00:23:45,470 had contact they want to know what kind 371 00:23:51,340 --> 00:23:48,110 of contacts they want to know everything 372 00:23:53,500 --> 00:23:51,350 about what you've seen felt means you 373 00:23:56,230 --> 00:23:53,510 had done to you and I think that's what 374 00:23:58,330 --> 00:23:56,240 they will color my laps but I don't know 375 00:24:00,310 --> 00:23:58,340 if it is the military the way uniform 376 00:24:04,540 --> 00:24:00,320 let's just put it that way if they 377 00:24:19,590 --> 00:24:04,550 column yeah what is it what they call it 378 00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:31,570 [Laughter] 379 00:24:37,310 --> 00:24:34,419 some Romanick in this venereum curler 380 00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:37,320 were like something about doing a 381 00:24:42,259 --> 00:24:39,090 festival in Nadine borough and like a 382 00:24:44,869 --> 00:24:42,269 UFO festival and the money from 383 00:24:47,629 --> 00:24:44,879 coca-cola sponsoring and blah blah blah 384 00:24:51,139 --> 00:24:47,639 and the a Stanford get three thousand 385 00:24:57,710 --> 00:24:51,149 bombs on seats I don't even get three 386 00:25:00,259 --> 00:24:57,720 hundred so anyway it was gonna be this 387 00:25:03,289 --> 00:25:00,269 huge symposium thing loads of [\h__\h] 388 00:25:05,239 --> 00:25:03,299 loads of [\h__\h] and then one day when 389 00:25:07,700 --> 00:25:05,249 I was talking to them there was an 390 00:25:13,070 --> 00:25:07,710 interruption and our do the alien who 391 00:25:14,470 --> 00:25:13,080 talked to she and said that the whole 392 00:25:18,019 --> 00:25:14,480 thing was going to be such a success 393 00:25:20,899 --> 00:25:18,029 that they were going to show up for 394 00:25:22,700 --> 00:25:20,909 starting with sound like this is gonna 395 00:25:25,210 --> 00:25:22,710 be they want it like weekly streamer 396 00:25:27,499 --> 00:25:25,220 Travis Wall and you know everybody 397 00:25:30,889 --> 00:25:27,509 everyone there but they were going to 398 00:25:33,710 --> 00:25:30,899 turn up for Sam by so this is like 399 00:25:36,950 --> 00:25:33,720 Wednesday afternoon in a nurse but like 400 00:25:39,139 --> 00:25:36,960 midweek weekday and oh yeah and I'm 401 00:25:41,060 --> 00:25:39,149 talking to an alien Oh silly me 402 00:25:45,889 --> 00:25:41,070 this conference is could it be boss 403 00:25:49,460 --> 00:25:45,899 laughs and and it was like a really 404 00:25:52,159 --> 00:25:49,470 metallic voice Audrey the alien and then 405 00:25:56,060 --> 00:25:52,169 I sent it today but dave was like that's 406 00:26:04,090 --> 00:25:56,070 actually a software that's called Audrey 407 00:26:12,950 --> 00:26:08,419 and the conference never one had oh yeah 408 00:26:16,479 --> 00:26:12,960 spinning loser loads of [\h__\h] totally and 409 00:26:19,789 --> 00:26:16,489 then I just said this is actually did a 410 00:26:26,810 --> 00:26:19,799 little Facebook post saying this is all 411 00:26:29,450 --> 00:26:26,820 bollocks all of it you know I just put 412 00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:29,460 it down run away Jesus Christ 413 00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:35,210 frogs now you know to pounce doesn't 414 00:26:48,100 --> 00:26:38,010 look tonight they have 415 00:27:26,539 --> 00:27:00,320 yeah yeah well it's all true the alien 416 00:27:35,090 --> 00:27:26,549 decide you don't need to make it up well 417 00:27:46,610 --> 00:27:35,100 you do just so is this where we got onto 418 00:27:49,750 --> 00:27:46,620 the flame thing look so yes I'm away cuz 419 00:28:03,889 --> 00:27:55,399 this is real time so I'm age 19 and this 420 00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:03,899 is me mum's right or wrong I must have 421 00:28:10,279 --> 00:28:07,250 been because it cafe au lived next door 422 00:28:15,980 --> 00:28:10,289 bros for me and then you say yeah 423 00:28:18,409 --> 00:28:15,990 just go anyway um Kathy you lift next 424 00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:18,419 star she wouldn't have been able to see 425 00:28:22,279 --> 00:28:20,490 here this says I don't why will it be 426 00:28:24,490 --> 00:28:22,289 moms she might have gone uh no idea now 427 00:28:28,539 --> 00:28:24,500 we're looking after house somewhere and 428 00:28:37,850 --> 00:28:35,360 but next morning cafe was stood next 429 00:28:41,840 --> 00:28:37,860 door in her garden and she calls me over 430 00:28:44,210 --> 00:28:41,850 come here quick so another and I said 431 00:28:46,519 --> 00:28:44,220 what's up she says I saw something right 432 00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:46,529 we had last night I said well what did 433 00:28:51,980 --> 00:28:50,490 you say she says well what worries at 434 00:28:54,500 --> 00:28:51,990 first you sure whatever she said 435 00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:54,510 but a like one o'clock in morning she 436 00:28:58,580 --> 00:28:56,490 always had the outside cigarette before 437 00:29:02,390 --> 00:28:58,590 she went to bed and it was about 1 438 00:29:05,510 --> 00:29:02,400 o'clock in morning and so a clear sky in 439 00:29:12,140 --> 00:29:05,520 that and then she sees like dropping 440 00:29:15,410 --> 00:29:12,150 down this like rugby ball [\h__\h] and it 441 00:29:20,390 --> 00:29:15,420 said it was like a dull silver sort of 442 00:29:24,140 --> 00:29:20,400 color yes and the way that we're getting 443 00:29:27,650 --> 00:29:24,150 closer to over my house 444 00:29:30,230 --> 00:29:27,660 dropping down it were making that rugby 445 00:29:33,140 --> 00:29:30,240 bear rugby ball saw a Martian you know 446 00:29:37,160 --> 00:29:33,150 you know when you kicking it makes that 447 00:29:40,610 --> 00:29:37,170 light Ruby Paul Marsh and that's why I 448 00:29:43,340 --> 00:29:40,620 say it's a rugby ball no yeah and 449 00:29:49,610 --> 00:29:43,350 there's it drops it then drops on at the 450 00:29:51,380 --> 00:29:49,620 roof and my roof and slowly goes down 451 00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:51,390 like that 452 00:30:01,190 --> 00:29:54,090 she said well wha it will as wide as a 453 00:30:04,850 --> 00:30:01,200 person would then so relate to be that 454 00:30:10,700 --> 00:30:04,860 wide it's going to that Lane the person 455 00:30:13,220 --> 00:30:10,710 it would pretty wide as well to make it 456 00:30:15,230 --> 00:30:13,230 look like the rugby ball ship because if 457 00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:15,240 it was wide as a person as long as a 458 00:30:22,820 --> 00:30:18,450 person it would be slim 1:8 but it 459 00:30:26,290 --> 00:30:22,830 wasn't so obviously woo anyway so it's 460 00:30:30,620 --> 00:30:26,300 drop it's really going that really slow 461 00:30:34,970 --> 00:30:30,630 down Maroof and it gets to where the 462 00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:34,980 good to race and it kind of kind of 463 00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:38,130 rolls up and then starts dropping down 464 00:30:47,299 --> 00:30:41,250 again but it's really slow until it gets 465 00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:47,309 to outside my bedroom window and it kind 466 00:30:52,430 --> 00:30:50,010 of just I don't know I really honestly 467 00:30:55,580 --> 00:30:52,440 can't remember whether she said she 468 00:30:58,760 --> 00:30:55,590 can't remember what happened oh it went 469 00:31:02,030 --> 00:30:58,770 straight up I really can't remember that 470 00:31:03,799 --> 00:31:02,040 bit so that without really so I don't 471 00:31:05,460 --> 00:31:03,809 know she said they did stay there for a 472 00:31:07,320 --> 00:31:05,470 few say 473 00:31:10,890 --> 00:31:07,330 because she couldn't take her eyes off 474 00:31:13,950 --> 00:31:10,900 her she was that overwhelmed with what 475 00:31:15,659 --> 00:31:13,960 she was saying it would you know I mean 476 00:31:18,570 --> 00:31:15,669 so I really don't know whether she said 477 00:31:19,890 --> 00:31:18,580 it did go straight back up she can't 478 00:31:23,700 --> 00:31:19,900 remember I can't remember what she said 479 00:31:29,610 --> 00:31:23,710 after that yes well I have a 480 00:31:32,450 --> 00:31:29,620 recollection of we like Quinto all sorts 481 00:31:36,140 --> 00:31:32,460 of activity going on around me to my 482 00:31:37,380 --> 00:31:36,150 left at the back there were three Grey's 483 00:31:41,669 --> 00:31:37,390 panel 484 00:31:45,690 --> 00:31:41,679 out like I don't know why I don't it but 485 00:31:49,560 --> 00:31:45,700 they were all on it yeah I was stood in 486 00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:49,570 front of this thing that was this shirt 487 00:31:58,020 --> 00:31:55,090 right yeah and it was gray like silvery 488 00:32:02,909 --> 00:31:58,030 gray it was like shark skin it was a 489 00:32:05,250 --> 00:32:02,919 life I knew it was alive Wade didn't 490 00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:05,260 have a face there was nothing you know 491 00:32:12,539 --> 00:32:08,890 like not even where it might open up but 492 00:32:14,850 --> 00:32:12,549 I know they opens up and you when I was 493 00:32:19,980 --> 00:32:14,860 studying front of it that was for me but 494 00:32:26,610 --> 00:32:19,990 I was to get in that yeah yeah oh no 495 00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:26,620 right I don't know just in my head 496 00:32:30,899 --> 00:32:28,570 it's like a clown but I can't say that I 497 00:32:34,350 --> 00:32:30,909 remember seeing that opening or anything 498 00:32:37,140 --> 00:32:34,360 but you know like I know that was like 499 00:32:44,370 --> 00:32:37,150 weird out of sharks game and it was 500 00:32:46,140 --> 00:32:44,380 alive and I was in fact was moving in 501 00:32:49,860 --> 00:32:46,150 spinning that would look like a rugby 502 00:32:52,140 --> 00:32:49,870 ball shirt as well we met yeah when you 503 00:32:58,020 --> 00:32:52,150 sort of it's not quite [\h__\h] because 504 00:33:00,060 --> 00:32:58,030 it was more like slightly more a little 505 00:33:05,100 --> 00:33:00,070 bit flat on the top and then down and 506 00:33:10,409 --> 00:33:05,110 then yeah but it was right there yeah I 507 00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:10,419 mean it would eat well over other side 508 00:33:15,180 --> 00:33:13,570 it's tree so I don't know whether she's 509 00:33:16,770 --> 00:33:15,190 just said it's a rugby ball shape it 510 00:33:19,799 --> 00:33:16,780 could have had a flat top a flat bottom 511 00:33:22,320 --> 00:33:19,809 and been squashed area but 512 00:33:24,419 --> 00:33:22,330 what she's saying is what I'm just 513 00:33:25,349 --> 00:33:24,429 repeating and it stops outside my 514 00:33:27,209 --> 00:33:25,359 bedroom window 515 00:33:30,200 --> 00:33:27,219 that's a would it picking me up would it 516 00:33:32,549 --> 00:33:30,210 dropping me off would it just doing no 517 00:33:41,219 --> 00:33:32,559 survey a little smart you know 518 00:33:43,950 --> 00:33:41,229 yeah well yeah just makes me wonder if 519 00:33:50,450 --> 00:33:43,960 that's part of how we get shuttled 520 00:33:54,079 --> 00:33:50,460 around literally yeah nothing happened I 521 00:33:57,629 --> 00:33:54,089 mean even now it's just crazy even 522 00:34:01,950 --> 00:33:57,639 sometimes my brain just starts to do all 523 00:34:03,119 --> 00:34:01,960 its own little speculations like so at 524 00:34:07,159 --> 00:34:03,129 what point does it stop 525 00:34:10,769 --> 00:34:07,169 and do I just do I stand up and get hit 526 00:34:27,859 --> 00:34:10,779 yeah how the hell does any of it 527 00:34:47,669 --> 00:34:45,629 billion questions good because this is 528 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:47,679 why we do be in this anyway apparently 529 00:35:01,740 --> 00:34:48,970 why I'm doing it 530 00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:01,750 it's justice yeah well we need people 531 00:35:06,510 --> 00:35:03,970 use to talk about reptilians and Vanya's 532 00:35:09,299 --> 00:35:06,520 to think yeah right people needs to talk 533 00:35:12,059 --> 00:35:09,309 about but you know Bigfoot a nine years 534 00:35:14,789 --> 00:35:12,069 ago yeah right and then when I look at 535 00:35:16,620 --> 00:35:14,799 myself and I think it's me talk about 536 00:35:22,609 --> 00:35:16,630 [\h__\h] aliens 537 00:35:30,390 --> 00:35:27,890 yeah we know we know how we sound 538 00:35:33,300 --> 00:35:30,400 there's other people out there look at 539 00:35:35,190 --> 00:35:33,310 what happened when we met you know 540 00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:35,200 like oh my god I was going to I was in 541 00:35:41,070 --> 00:35:38,410 hell I was it I was in hell grants come 542 00:35:43,230 --> 00:35:41,080 in interfering with my family and then 543 00:35:50,580 --> 00:35:43,240 you tender who knew that all that and 544 00:35:53,810 --> 00:35:50,590 then we've really out to each other we 545 00:35:57,090 --> 00:35:53,820 have definitely definite way 546 00:35:59,270 --> 00:35:57,100 cuz you question your song son let's say 547 00:36:04,980 --> 00:35:59,280 every single second of every single day 548 00:36:07,620 --> 00:36:04,990 yeah it's just it's oscillation I am 549 00:36:10,160 --> 00:36:07,630 questioning me Sunday but a good 550 00:36:12,990 --> 00:36:10,170 question my son a mass times and I have 551 00:36:15,030 --> 00:36:13,000 made myself in front of so many doctors 552 00:36:17,130 --> 00:36:15,040 and I just phone you're not mad you 553 00:36:20,220 --> 00:36:17,140 ought to be working in this profession 554 00:36:22,530 --> 00:36:20,230 he will you know I mean I put myself in 555 00:36:24,090 --> 00:36:22,540 the hospital because just so I'm a crazy 556 00:36:26,580 --> 00:36:24,100 person there must be a mess because kids 557 00:36:28,470 --> 00:36:26,590 are funny class something and you know 558 00:36:34,170 --> 00:36:28,480 I'm seeing things hearing things 559 00:36:37,470 --> 00:36:34,180 yeah I'm really lost lost me yeah lost 560 00:36:40,140 --> 00:36:37,480 me job people and nearly lost my job 561 00:36:45,720 --> 00:36:40,150 because of the interview 562 00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:45,730 yeah with the place or work for cuz you 563 00:36:50,790 --> 00:36:48,850 put Exopolitics ISM interest on your 564 00:36:56,430 --> 00:36:50,800 hobbies in the interest just XO politics 565 00:36:58,380 --> 00:36:56,440 not I'm Bailey is basically when you go 566 00:37:01,800 --> 00:36:58,390 to an interview you gonna tell her to 567 00:37:04,410 --> 00:37:01,810 shy anywhere just to get that job but 568 00:37:06,810 --> 00:37:04,420 you know I'm being truthful I'm sick of 569 00:37:15,570 --> 00:37:06,820 saying no yeah go up late sandy so yeah 570 00:37:17,310 --> 00:37:15,580 go at James yeah and I was sick all 571 00:37:19,650 --> 00:37:17,320 [\h__\h] me we're through wait suffer 572 00:37:22,950 --> 00:37:19,660 you know what a ghost of this interview 573 00:37:24,090 --> 00:37:22,960 but it's within the company that worked 574 00:37:27,630 --> 00:37:24,100 for because it's all different 575 00:37:31,830 --> 00:37:27,640 departments girls to this interview and 576 00:37:34,590 --> 00:37:31,840 you know say what I do and obvious and 577 00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:34,600 interests and one of my interests the 578 00:37:44,370 --> 00:37:38,490 first time ever when I said Exopolitics 579 00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:44,380 well this panel three alike the mused 580 00:37:48,790 --> 00:37:46,490 what the hell's that 581 00:37:50,950 --> 00:37:48,800 so I had to go into detail of what it 582 00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:50,960 was you know studying life and of the 583 00:37:59,890 --> 00:37:54,170 planets are you know what I mean any 584 00:38:02,500 --> 00:37:59,900 possibilities there there there so by 585 00:38:04,210 --> 00:38:02,510 the end of the interview I don't even 586 00:38:08,109 --> 00:38:04,220 think we finished interview because they 587 00:38:09,430 --> 00:38:08,119 were more interested in what why I think 588 00:38:13,690 --> 00:38:09,440 lattice and what I were going through 589 00:38:17,079 --> 00:38:13,700 you know so I guess back to work 590 00:38:22,780 --> 00:38:17,089 a weekly or I gets a phone call off my 591 00:38:24,940 --> 00:38:22,790 boss can have a word with you commits 592 00:38:27,520 --> 00:38:24,950 some of some reason and you what were 593 00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:27,530 going to be saved yes I just knew you 594 00:38:35,290 --> 00:38:31,810 and you what we're going to happen and 595 00:38:38,470 --> 00:38:35,300 yet all week I'm playing on my mind and 596 00:38:42,490 --> 00:38:38,480 I just come out of that interview dummy 597 00:38:44,290 --> 00:38:42,500 on saying I'm bothered about a role so 598 00:38:46,450 --> 00:38:44,300 yeah it gets his phone call can you come 599 00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:46,460 in when he finished he work on us say 600 00:38:49,240 --> 00:38:48,530 yes girls in us I don't know what it's 601 00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:49,250 about 602 00:38:57,430 --> 00:38:51,770 and she says what I say it so I told her 603 00:39:04,839 --> 00:38:57,440 about the interview and she went it said 604 00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:04,849 that you know God what words health 605 00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:09,530 problems we concerned that one of you 606 00:39:17,109 --> 00:39:11,210 staff all came for an interview blah 607 00:39:18,880 --> 00:39:17,119 blah blah and health problems didn't 608 00:39:21,640 --> 00:39:18,890 think that you were fit to do the job 609 00:39:22,839 --> 00:39:21,650 that you were doing I've been doing for 610 00:39:29,310 --> 00:39:22,849 ten years 611 00:39:32,950 --> 00:39:29,320 look away I add I have a boss the 612 00:39:35,230 --> 00:39:32,960 appreciates the worker do and has no 613 00:39:38,170 --> 00:39:35,240 problem with me whatsoever and to the 614 00:39:42,720 --> 00:39:38,180 point as Lou she told the interview 615 00:39:45,130 --> 00:39:42,730 panel what she's exactly thought of them 616 00:39:48,430 --> 00:39:45,140 you know if this had have been any of 617 00:39:53,020 --> 00:39:48,440 the boss that wasn't like mine 618 00:39:54,579 --> 00:39:53,030 oh she she refreshed me and didn't show 619 00:39:57,940 --> 00:39:54,589 so they nice 620 00:40:00,290 --> 00:39:57,950 I think face yeah well said I want it's 621 00:40:05,930 --> 00:40:00,300 at this further 622 00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:05,940 happy now padam what do you say love you 623 00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:07,410 should have sued them it's always a harm 624 00:40:17,780 --> 00:40:12,450 you you to be a traffic warden and ask 625 00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:17,790 to the Soudan but anyway um but sure I 626 00:40:26,450 --> 00:40:22,050 said I wanted to his fares there so like 627 00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:26,460 first week it got cancelled and then 628 00:40:33,920 --> 00:40:27,930 second when I come 629 00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:33,930 they only one of them turned up and it's 630 00:40:38,830 --> 00:40:36,090 aware of the toe what little chicken 631 00:40:44,030 --> 00:40:38,840 [\h__\h] to face my cousin what they're done 632 00:40:48,020 --> 00:40:44,040 so I sat was about eight people in an 633 00:40:54,710 --> 00:40:48,030 office with this one of these people are 634 00:41:00,290 --> 00:40:54,720 interviewed man and and he's what the 635 00:41:04,460 --> 00:41:00,300 Karla where the technology and and and 636 00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:04,470 our stuff yeah and basically and I said 637 00:41:14,180 --> 00:41:09,570 I want to know why one of you run my 638 00:41:16,370 --> 00:41:14,190 boss and said that that I'm incapable of 639 00:41:19,310 --> 00:41:16,380 doing my job that you don't even know 640 00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:19,320 what my job entails but I'm incapable of 641 00:41:26,150 --> 00:41:22,890 doing it why you said you think I've got 642 00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:26,160 mental health problems so therefore I'm 643 00:41:34,190 --> 00:41:28,890 not capable of doing my job only when 644 00:41:36,800 --> 00:41:34,200 well you talked about it's another so my 645 00:41:37,430 --> 00:41:36,810 boss who sat next to me has got around 646 00:41:40,460 --> 00:41:37,440 on me 647 00:41:43,670 --> 00:41:40,470 I mean II you know what I mean she's 648 00:41:45,590 --> 00:41:43,680 okay you know it's a female I calm down 649 00:41:48,890 --> 00:41:45,600 because every time I realize move I'd 650 00:41:52,430 --> 00:41:48,900 like hand down basically so I said I 651 00:41:58,340 --> 00:41:52,440 want an apology so I said you were 652 00:42:00,590 --> 00:41:58,350 expecting my boss to side we owe us as 653 00:42:03,250 --> 00:42:00,600 well pissed on your bonfire because she 654 00:42:07,640 --> 00:42:03,260 sided with me assistant as a boss you 655 00:42:11,690 --> 00:42:07,650 should have more of an open mind as I 656 00:42:13,410 --> 00:42:11,700 said to him I says it's a Muslim guys no 657 00:42:15,300 --> 00:42:13,420 against Muslims and 658 00:42:18,030 --> 00:42:15,310 no thence Christians be whatever you 659 00:42:21,450 --> 00:42:18,040 want to be I says but as a person I said 660 00:42:26,190 --> 00:42:21,460 you'll believe in God he said yeah so I 661 00:42:28,140 --> 00:42:26,200 says what I've got nothing against your 662 00:42:29,490 --> 00:42:28,150 billon even in God's acid so what makes 663 00:42:33,780 --> 00:42:29,500 you think I've got mental health 664 00:42:36,870 --> 00:42:33,790 problems because I see aliens so you 665 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:36,880 know how can you judge me when you are 666 00:42:44,610 --> 00:42:38,650 sat there praying as someone that young 667 00:42:46,290 --> 00:42:44,620 even sane you know okay so it didn't 668 00:42:49,380 --> 00:42:46,300 want to say I said all I want is an 669 00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:49,390 apology and he won Goldie's way out of 670 00:42:52,050 --> 00:42:51,490 it now of it and out of it until he said 671 00:42:57,480 --> 00:42:52,060 I'm sorry 672 00:43:00,210 --> 00:42:57,490 so I said okay yeah yeah I said I can't 673 00:43:08,160 --> 00:43:00,220 hear ya and my boss kind of trap me on 674 00:43:11,370 --> 00:43:08,170 me as if say give oh I'm sorry for what 675 00:43:13,740 --> 00:43:11,380 a day tell what will you do whereas that 676 00:43:16,170 --> 00:43:13,750 were ended that sausage you know well in 677 00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:16,180 end of it that's enough okay so I'll 678 00:43:22,140 --> 00:43:18,850 just kind of push there the rest of the 679 00:43:23,730 --> 00:43:22,150 parts out well maybe followed me and she 680 00:43:26,100 --> 00:43:23,740 said well Paul you did really really 681 00:43:28,380 --> 00:43:26,110 well in there she's I'm surprised she 682 00:43:32,460 --> 00:43:28,390 kept you cold that that long you know 683 00:43:35,310 --> 00:43:32,470 that she said I'm on your side and you 684 00:43:37,790 --> 00:43:35,320 do a brilliant job so that were that 685 00:43:40,350 --> 00:43:37,800 yeah I should the suit ass off them bet 686 00:43:42,810 --> 00:43:40,360 and you know why I know that there were 687 00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:42,820 culpable or something because they 688 00:43:50,190 --> 00:43:47,290 removed that question from the from any 689 00:43:52,200 --> 00:43:50,200 farms in applications for jobs with a 690 00:43:58,170 --> 00:43:52,210 second outlet what are your hobbies and 691 00:44:01,110 --> 00:43:58,180 interests using messed up yeah it's like 692 00:44:04,650 --> 00:44:01,120 one day is well when we have to do every 693 00:44:09,060 --> 00:44:04,660 year we have to do these health and 694 00:44:12,300 --> 00:44:09,070 safety like manual under lane and child 695 00:44:15,150 --> 00:44:12,310 protection and all these classes though 696 00:44:19,710 --> 00:44:15,160 first aid and all these classes that we 697 00:44:25,710 --> 00:44:19,720 have to do and we need to get this piece 698 00:44:26,460 --> 00:44:25,720 of paper and it said how did your I'll 699 00:44:30,390 --> 00:44:26,470 do 700 00:44:33,180 --> 00:44:30,400 your trend training person is it 701 00:44:36,839 --> 00:44:33,190 training I'll try no ever it was just 702 00:44:40,049 --> 00:44:36,849 you know I mean sir it gave you like one 703 00:44:42,900 --> 00:44:40,059 of five on a scarlet one a five did he 704 00:44:43,859 --> 00:44:42,910 teach you good or did you understand 705 00:44:46,380 --> 00:44:43,869 what it was saying 706 00:44:49,859 --> 00:44:46,390 so everyone were put in five because 707 00:44:53,250 --> 00:44:49,869 every time we go I will work shape back 708 00:44:55,260 --> 00:44:53,260 even though we do make alright it were 709 00:44:59,099 --> 00:44:55,270 never good enough you creditor as afar 710 00:45:01,920 --> 00:44:59,109 because II said that these are I said 711 00:45:04,829 --> 00:45:01,930 why if he graded his all were afar when 712 00:45:07,650 --> 00:45:04,839 we've all done it perfect answered every 713 00:45:10,289 --> 00:45:07,660 question perfect right not one question 714 00:45:12,779 --> 00:45:10,299 wrong and he said because it's always 715 00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:12,789 room for improvement so this particular 716 00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:15,970 time with Eastern so I'm I'm feeling and 717 00:45:20,039 --> 00:45:17,650 out did you training good if you 718 00:45:24,839 --> 00:45:20,049 understand what it was saying to do this 719 00:45:26,190 --> 00:45:24,849 so I gave him it and I put a far so it 720 00:45:29,819 --> 00:45:26,200 looked written this is what we put a 721 00:45:32,839 --> 00:45:29,829 father I says Paul is always room for 722 00:45:43,890 --> 00:45:39,630 let's start it laughing yeah as well 723 00:45:46,410 --> 00:45:43,900 when we got the questions through he 724 00:45:48,240 --> 00:45:46,420 created us a nice simple West ones to 725 00:46:01,970 --> 00:45:48,250 create you it's just all we don't do it 726 00:46:22,680 --> 00:46:06,750 - aliens so go figure we've got a bit of 727 00:46:27,089 --> 00:46:22,690 your math in there you know it's flying 728 00:46:29,670 --> 00:46:27,099 alien beach party time I I'm not I am 729 00:46:32,910 --> 00:46:29,680 making a cigarette this is quite a long 730 00:46:35,010 --> 00:46:32,920 one people so this involves a mum with a 731 00:46:37,150 --> 00:46:35,020 stiff so it looks like it's made out 732 00:46:43,860 --> 00:46:37,160 bloody car bird 733 00:46:51,670 --> 00:46:49,240 I've gone to bed and I don't even 734 00:46:55,300 --> 00:46:51,680 remember going this you know just enough 735 00:46:58,660 --> 00:46:55,310 for out like that but next minute I'm 736 00:47:01,060 --> 00:46:58,670 walking out at supper my stray I can 737 00:47:03,100 --> 00:47:01,070 feel the cold it's not cold baby you 738 00:47:05,080 --> 00:47:03,110 know that summer cold breeze that you 739 00:47:05,830 --> 00:47:05,090 have on and I and you like oh that's 740 00:47:11,050 --> 00:47:05,840 lovely 741 00:47:16,540 --> 00:47:11,060 you know what MAME and it gets to in 742 00:47:20,380 --> 00:47:16,550 dirt roads and directly over the side 743 00:47:24,370 --> 00:47:20,390 that main road is what you called record 744 00:47:32,110 --> 00:47:24,380 and my old friend used to live on there 745 00:47:34,960 --> 00:47:32,120 saw um seen loads of people seen I'm 746 00:47:41,950 --> 00:47:34,970 seeing lots of people and they and I'm 747 00:47:44,020 --> 00:47:41,960 seeing two wagons and you know the 748 00:47:47,170 --> 00:47:44,030 wagons that bring like building 749 00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:47,180 materials and the earth like sand in 750 00:47:55,900 --> 00:47:51,530 banks and found I did yeah it would them 751 00:48:01,720 --> 00:47:55,910 two of them and when we carry in war or 752 00:48:06,090 --> 00:48:01,730 another carried along the flat itself 753 00:48:17,770 --> 00:48:06,100 sort of art was just there we didn't 754 00:48:20,890 --> 00:48:17,780 know and say the dumps Sunday there's 755 00:48:24,010 --> 00:48:20,900 some there's some there but the tip the 756 00:48:27,190 --> 00:48:24,020 war in like a big puddle in Pearl you 757 00:48:28,600 --> 00:48:27,200 know children's purple in tow and I'm 758 00:48:30,880 --> 00:48:28,610 like what the hell's going on the 759 00:48:35,980 --> 00:48:30,890 assassins my friends oh she said Oh what 760 00:48:38,530 --> 00:48:35,990 happened a beach party achill name so it 761 00:48:40,390 --> 00:48:38,540 was like wow we lose lots of people and 762 00:48:44,590 --> 00:48:40,400 loads of kids running about remember 763 00:48:46,480 --> 00:48:44,600 kids but and so I kind of joins in a 764 00:48:49,090 --> 00:48:46,490 mingles with them but it's like as if 765 00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:49,100 nobody could see me again that sort of 766 00:48:52,660 --> 00:48:50,090 thing 767 00:48:54,130 --> 00:48:52,670 but I'm seeing all these people and kids 768 00:49:00,490 --> 00:48:54,140 and people that I've never seen before 769 00:49:03,630 --> 00:49:00,500 and I sit down and I'm playing in sand 770 00:49:08,470 --> 00:49:03,640 with you know the book in speared and in 771 00:49:11,020 --> 00:49:08,480 making sand castles in there and some of 772 00:49:13,540 --> 00:49:11,030 these beach balls are flying about and 773 00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:13,550 musics on and everyone's having a laugh 774 00:49:22,690 --> 00:49:17,690 and I'm just but when I sat down it felt 775 00:49:25,240 --> 00:49:22,700 like ad combats being a child you know 776 00:49:27,100 --> 00:49:25,250 that when we sit down enemy Armour cause 777 00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:27,110 Sun castle that I ain't done they since 778 00:49:36,100 --> 00:49:30,770 our what sakes is somewhere but it with 779 00:49:37,810 --> 00:49:36,110 that moment I sat down and I did I it 780 00:49:39,670 --> 00:49:37,820 felt it just felt like her a little 781 00:49:44,260 --> 00:49:39,680 child not because I were playing in sand 782 00:49:45,610 --> 00:49:44,270 I love making sand castles it was a it 783 00:49:49,780 --> 00:49:45,620 was just the way that were feeling that 784 00:49:52,930 --> 00:49:49,790 were like a child I'm sure I look at 785 00:49:55,840 --> 00:49:52,940 this I see this man coming from where I 786 00:50:00,760 --> 00:49:55,850 just come from I'm being rude and he's 787 00:50:06,630 --> 00:50:00,770 really really really tall and I remember 788 00:50:12,190 --> 00:50:06,640 him his ass all slicked back and it's 789 00:50:12,940 --> 00:50:12,200 why like man I'm not sure what but it's 790 00:50:17,610 --> 00:50:12,950 like behind 791 00:50:22,030 --> 00:50:17,620 he isn't to about there anyway I 792 00:50:24,640 --> 00:50:22,040 remember him we were immaculate is 793 00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:24,650 faithful immaculate it's not that sort 794 00:50:30,100 --> 00:50:27,410 of look when you know you're fancy 795 00:50:32,200 --> 00:50:30,110 someone it's it's even though that 796 00:50:35,110 --> 00:50:32,210 absolutely built it would absolutely be 797 00:50:44,340 --> 00:50:35,120 able to fill it we're not like a fancy 798 00:50:52,270 --> 00:50:49,690 and as this coming towards me a little 799 00:50:55,660 --> 00:50:52,280 is walking a bit with very straight very 800 00:50:59,680 --> 00:50:55,670 straight Steve this is about I'd say 801 00:51:03,460 --> 00:50:59,690 what about seven foot tall and he's got 802 00:51:04,180 --> 00:51:03,470 this what looked like a blue really 803 00:51:09,370 --> 00:51:04,190 doubt blue 804 00:51:11,829 --> 00:51:09,380 so um I don't remember a tie I don't 805 00:51:13,660 --> 00:51:11,839 remember to tell Matt being one I don't 806 00:51:17,319 --> 00:51:13,670 know but it's got anyway it's got this 807 00:51:22,960 --> 00:51:17,329 so I mean it's blue and it's got like 808 00:51:24,730 --> 00:51:22,970 white pinstripes and black shows I 809 00:51:30,430 --> 00:51:24,740 remember but black shows right shiny 810 00:51:31,930 --> 00:51:30,440 black shows and but when you bend you 811 00:51:34,329 --> 00:51:31,940 know when he bends around and he got 812 00:51:38,109 --> 00:51:34,339 clothes on it gets that Crais say I'm at 813 00:51:42,220 --> 00:51:38,119 Bucky Inez you know you're gonna get 814 00:51:45,120 --> 00:51:42,230 creases in there so even oh but this guy 815 00:51:48,190 --> 00:51:45,130 doing it and the shoulders were that 816 00:51:54,000 --> 00:51:48,200 square the one he's the one even didn't 817 00:51:57,760 --> 00:51:54,010 even go down like Louis Square so 818 00:51:59,079 --> 00:51:57,770 everything looked Cadfael cool out it 819 00:52:01,569 --> 00:51:59,089 look like he's got his piece of 820 00:52:08,589 --> 00:52:01,579 cardboard and he's managed to somehow 821 00:52:10,750 --> 00:52:08,599 get him away and I'm thinking wow but it 822 00:52:13,539 --> 00:52:10,760 were walking stiff as well it won't like 823 00:52:16,390 --> 00:52:13,549 you were been doing this but is he what 824 00:52:20,470 --> 00:52:16,400 bending his back of his legs is is so 825 00:52:23,680 --> 00:52:20,480 one even bending his trousers it was 826 00:52:25,690 --> 00:52:23,690 stiff as well and it kinda wore that way 827 00:52:26,980 --> 00:52:25,700 looking straight forward not did not 828 00:52:29,950 --> 00:52:26,990 it's Tim except me 829 00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:29,960 so I'm looking up at him and he stopped 830 00:52:37,660 --> 00:52:33,410 right in front of me and looks down and 831 00:52:42,279 --> 00:52:37,670 he went if you ever been flying and I 832 00:52:45,190 --> 00:52:42,289 went no me thinking aeroplanes I said no 833 00:52:49,319 --> 00:52:45,200 I'm scared of being so said what you 834 00:52:53,200 --> 00:52:49,329 want to go fly-in but it were telepathic 835 00:52:55,990 --> 00:52:53,210 don't go flying and I went no I'm scared 836 00:52:59,170 --> 00:52:56,000 to fly in it's the only flying I knew 837 00:53:01,950 --> 00:52:59,180 you know what mean anyway no and it kind 838 00:53:04,930 --> 00:53:01,960 of looks at me went no no no I think 839 00:53:08,980 --> 00:53:04,940 he's gone in my mind some out then and 840 00:53:14,500 --> 00:53:08,990 he said no not that kind of flying you 841 00:53:16,510 --> 00:53:14,510 know sir I went well what else 842 00:53:18,160 --> 00:53:16,520 else flying Lisa I mean I were talking 843 00:53:20,410 --> 00:53:18,170 telepathically back to him 844 00:53:22,690 --> 00:53:20,420 well sort of flying is very said come I 845 00:53:24,820 --> 00:53:22,700 mean I'll show ya and I trusted him 846 00:53:27,990 --> 00:53:24,830 hundred-percent trusted him there were 847 00:53:30,970 --> 00:53:28,000 nothing that just you know there were no 848 00:53:32,770 --> 00:53:30,980 thing is said that just him don't know 849 00:53:34,570 --> 00:53:32,780 that that did it to be honest he didn't 850 00:53:36,310 --> 00:53:34,580 even crossed my mind so I just went 851 00:53:38,560 --> 00:53:36,320 along with him fell through the crowd 852 00:53:41,350 --> 00:53:38,570 you know that were playing beach ball 853 00:53:43,600 --> 00:53:41,360 and play music and dancing and he in and 854 00:53:46,270 --> 00:53:43,610 and we just walked straight through him 855 00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:46,280 and they don't say yes still didn't say 856 00:53:52,180 --> 00:53:48,290 yes so it gets to end it's Nick it where 857 00:53:55,690 --> 00:53:52,190 it's cool lace it's only off at word and 858 00:53:58,690 --> 00:53:55,700 it's Nick here and he says do you want 859 00:54:02,140 --> 00:53:58,700 to go flying and for some reason I 860 00:54:04,660 --> 00:54:02,150 didn't look it stood next to me but I 861 00:54:08,080 --> 00:54:04,670 didn't look at him I was just too 862 00:54:10,900 --> 00:54:08,090 focused in going that way and I couldn't 863 00:54:12,700 --> 00:54:10,910 understand about a relaxed enough to go 864 00:54:15,550 --> 00:54:12,710 through whatever we're gonna go through 865 00:54:20,620 --> 00:54:15,560 but anyway so I said yeah this is right 866 00:54:24,040 --> 00:54:20,630 he said close your eyes and if you want 867 00:54:26,500 --> 00:54:24,050 you can owe me and so I went okay so 868 00:54:30,660 --> 00:54:26,510 eldest and close my eyes I said you 869 00:54:33,910 --> 00:54:30,670 couldn't but it's I've closed he's 870 00:54:36,420 --> 00:54:33,920 telling me you're gonna fail really like 871 00:54:39,790 --> 00:54:36,430 like you're gonna lose you body where 872 00:54:42,010 --> 00:54:39,800 you're not gonna feel like like it urrr 873 00:54:43,990 --> 00:54:42,020 you're just gonna lose it you know what 874 00:54:48,100 --> 00:54:44,000 I mean it's not gonna be nowhere or 875 00:54:52,510 --> 00:54:48,110 whatever and so I just stood there next 876 00:54:53,770 --> 00:54:52,520 minute it feels like anyway it's just 877 00:54:57,040 --> 00:54:53,780 coming off me 878 00:55:00,970 --> 00:54:57,050 and I could feel I would lifting I've 879 00:55:02,830 --> 00:55:00,980 got me I shot its keep me I should you 880 00:55:05,650 --> 00:55:02,840 just feels that I'm floating up very 881 00:55:10,120 --> 00:55:05,660 slowly and when I looked down I will 882 00:55:11,740 --> 00:55:10,130 lean in forward and I like oh but I'm 883 00:55:15,820 --> 00:55:11,750 still coming up you know what mainly 884 00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:15,830 it's weird and it says if it makes you 885 00:55:19,990 --> 00:55:17,690 feel more comfortable with LA I'm 886 00:55:21,820 --> 00:55:20,000 starting to flirt forward very slow and 887 00:55:25,150 --> 00:55:21,830 it said if it makes you feel more 888 00:55:27,520 --> 00:55:25,160 comfortable put your arms in front 889 00:55:30,520 --> 00:55:27,530 yeah but the 890 00:55:32,590 --> 00:55:30,530 holding his arm I said I can't do that 891 00:55:34,870 --> 00:55:32,600 I'd let go of all you know that main 892 00:55:39,430 --> 00:55:34,880 sigh I put one arm in front and carried 893 00:55:43,270 --> 00:55:39,440 down old in his hand and that's got a 894 00:55:46,240 --> 00:55:43,280 treetop high and then still we're 895 00:55:48,880 --> 00:55:46,250 following this Snicket throw and as I 896 00:55:51,580 --> 00:55:48,890 seize few leaf blowing about I remember 897 00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:51,590 seeing a mouse running out at wall and 898 00:55:58,150 --> 00:55:54,410 then in the first down in a little bit 899 00:56:01,540 --> 00:55:58,160 and still that part it going on behind 900 00:56:04,150 --> 00:56:01,550 me and then we're coming to ally in 901 00:56:07,300 --> 00:56:04,160 sneak here and there now just thought I 902 00:56:12,100 --> 00:56:07,310 am Ethan I kind of just went like that 903 00:56:15,100 --> 00:56:12,110 and I looked at him and then I look to 904 00:56:18,100 --> 00:56:15,110 him it would agree it were no longer 905 00:56:20,680 --> 00:56:18,110 this person in this pin strike so wit 906 00:56:22,660 --> 00:56:20,690 blonde air that was slicked back it were 907 00:56:26,310 --> 00:56:22,670 a little grin I went a bit startled by 908 00:56:28,540 --> 00:56:26,320 it and he yelled me I'm tired because I 909 00:56:29,590 --> 00:56:28,550 thought we're gonna fall off somewhere I 910 00:56:33,580 --> 00:56:29,600 would a bit you know 911 00:56:37,030 --> 00:56:33,590 I'm gonna go off balancer I bet you 912 00:56:39,400 --> 00:56:37,040 yelled on try and they just kind of 913 00:56:42,070 --> 00:56:39,410 inand I felt at ease then and we just 914 00:56:45,190 --> 00:56:42,080 glided through this Snicket and I could 915 00:56:48,850 --> 00:56:45,200 feel breathe lumière and I'm with skin 916 00:56:50,970 --> 00:56:48,860 and then it felt will flare I'm not to 917 00:56:54,160 --> 00:56:50,980 be scared of it were lovely were just 918 00:56:56,350 --> 00:56:54,170 with us dream experience II so you know 919 00:56:59,890 --> 00:56:56,360 what I mean but I know it won't a dream 920 00:57:00,520 --> 00:56:59,900 and it'll feel I was feeling it all I 921 00:57:04,750 --> 00:57:00,530 would 922 00:57:06,850 --> 00:57:04,760 you know everything was there and as we 923 00:57:11,920 --> 00:57:06,860 got nearer and it's Nick here just 924 00:57:14,890 --> 00:57:11,930 started blocking out and what were you 925 00:57:18,250 --> 00:57:14,900 told me that he told you that you want 926 00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:18,260 to remember how to do this to remember 927 00:57:23,980 --> 00:57:20,210 yeah I forgot about that yeah you have 928 00:57:25,720 --> 00:57:23,990 to remember out to him there I'm 929 00:57:30,520 --> 00:57:25,730 forgetting [\h__\h] things as I'm getting 930 00:57:38,770 --> 00:57:30,530 older so yeah yeah sliver Denise in so 931 00:57:41,080 --> 00:57:38,780 why Kinsella's saying that he was 932 00:57:45,180 --> 00:57:41,090 actually stood in this opening 933 00:57:52,750 --> 00:57:50,080 jump out or whatever we fly down but 934 00:57:55,150 --> 00:57:52,760 Phil was just completely traumatized 935 00:57:57,640 --> 00:57:55,160 insightly crying because he didn't know 936 00:58:00,040 --> 00:57:57,650 what to do and lately it seemed that 937 00:58:02,140 --> 00:58:00,050 they were confused at the fact that he 938 00:58:04,380 --> 00:58:02,150 didn't know what to do he said maybe you 939 00:58:09,100 --> 00:58:04,390 know kind of like flunked out states 940 00:58:10,750 --> 00:58:09,110 those activities not a problem 941 00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:10,760 but when were kind of conscious and 942 00:58:15,670 --> 00:58:13,010 aware of what's going on and in our 943 00:58:19,630 --> 00:58:15,680 monkey brain which freaks out everything 944 00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:19,640 okay can't remember you know like like 945 00:58:24,960 --> 00:58:21,410 Phil's like how on earth can we go 946 00:58:30,730 --> 00:58:24,970 through solids oh you know solid walls 947 00:58:34,360 --> 00:58:30,740 window up and it was strep throat yeah 948 00:58:38,950 --> 00:58:34,370 well I went through a wall Brenda 949 00:58:41,320 --> 00:58:38,960 bottlers well I assure you and I did 950 00:58:46,570 --> 00:58:41,330 because when I got pulled by my feet 951 00:58:49,750 --> 00:58:46,580 down the bed oh it was a while so you 952 00:58:51,700 --> 00:58:49,760 know I don't know I couldn't move that 953 00:58:56,790 --> 00:58:51,710 far down when I would have literally